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Soham Patel
CeremonyCharming shape of a man, in white cotton with ghostly dowries more hungry than sad in him. Two donkeys, a female camel, cotton and silk, stock of food. We’ve been asked to meet here. Announce the auspicious event. [but this is not my story to tell] At the end of this evening our hands will look for coins in vermilion soaked water. This determines who has the upper hand; this is done after the faster one throws the rose garland around the other’s neck. Will the one holding the money or the one with the taller brothers win in this game? [you wanted to hear this, but mine sounds more like… We went into this bar on 4th Ave., see, me and O'Shay, this crazy Irishman. We had a few drinks, then I saw these two white women sitting all alone.] Ghost shape of a mother throws rice in the fire and dizziness comes from unbalanced breath, drumbeat & glottal chants.Italicised lines from Ceremony, by Leslie Marmon SilkoTagore’s green bookWho discovered the Blake-like delight in his kindred soul that holds a painter’s interest?Before the Marathon Battle of Men he drank water from a copper pot, before sunrise made its camel switch smile.He would not go, stayed instead in his lonely house, waited in his lonely corner until another sunset. He will not go into this wind which is drunk with delight.How would we measure the world before the battle? when Homeric wealth was only peripheral and all corners adolescent in wisdomwaiting in the canvas of pubescent pride.Love Song for F—with reverenceNod and wink at the young woman with approving eyes. See her dreaming as you’ve done. Take her nervous admiration, the post- conscious condition of all we ones with the word conquered in our blood.To stare with no words is not her wish at all.The locals who watch you all day, they don’t notice the kindred ache under your fast bicycle way where you go, there and back. So composed & ready beneath the body aged-for-grace every time you’re rolling away.Kathakali stories play out in your head while you ride. Arjun is finding Siva dancing mad in a forest only for him.Maybe you should tell her of the times you too have had to crawl, now that you know she reads Derrida in the same language-love confusion she reads you and your muse dancing face, the one that won’t let you leave India.Chalet RevathiThe keeper of the home left long ago, left the ring finger stain on the threshold with the right hand and the ridge dangling with fake plastic flowers in case of sunshine. She’s painting the faces of elephants, wanting only light, she will stand for the heat. She’s left the sound for some Cochin nights where I’ve heard a child or adult or cat cry wails in the darkness between rickshaw headlights & mean electricity at the crossroads. Where her colorless green ideas do, indeed, sleep furiously is where I lie awake tonight. She’s left a red star shining on the balcony facing the south west, my evening balcony, the place where I sit in the harvest of the day ending.Sunlight down on any sidewalkSunlight on any sidewalk is one part whoever is walking.One part London fogging windows with the stew inside of onions fried to red, drinking wine with my cousin.The part I cannot see is further east in the tobacco that the workers have walked on to ruminate and wrap in another leaf, then fasten with knots of thin pink string. All by foot and hand.Another part the salsa dance I danced in the gymnasium with the football player and his perfect pivot, his rhythm undefined his hands encased on mine.The sunlight down on any piece of ground is one part the tiger cub knowing where the river water is clean and can quench her thirst.But what is the shadow holding suspicion inside them all?And what is the noise, stranded in a lowland watershed?Don’t forget the part the clouds bring. Don’t forget the wind in the hollow places noise can live. Like on road curbs where my mother’s voice says this hope cannot bear trust and beginning.The sunlight down on any piece of ground is that hope my father kept when he left home.
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